It's Time.

The truth is, I've been absent.

From you my dear reader and from myself. For months I've been walking around with no creativity or passion. It's called a moment of weakness, or a source of strength as I'd like to refer to it in this present moment. You see, I have this thing that I pull from my sleeve everytime I feel myself getting close to sliding down a congested,dark, and stingy tunnel. Violently fierce focus. And bless those who give me that extra push to bring that alter woman out, because she is hot, she is attentive, she is ready. Interesting how the body revitalizes after trauma. That one good nights rest, the story you heard from across the bar, the person you ran into that you haven't met with in a while, that song that holds a whole different meaning now, the pep in your step, the smile. What a journey you've gone through, the mindfulness you gained. It would be an incredible waste if we didn't acknowledge how miraculous those good moments are after many heart wrenching ones. A shame, if we did not say thank you. There comes a time in our life where we truly believe we cannot take anymore, we cannot get through this one, we cannot imagine another day in the sun. And do you notice how funny life can be as well? It plucks all the right little strings to make sure your next best day is one you've been counting on. We hear stories left and right about people who had a rough go and almost as if an angel came down to place simple blessings minutes, hours, days after. We reach out to these people and express our joy for them and their situation. You never see people being grateful and sharing when the cards are dealt wrong. Imagine, Hah, hmmm... imagine if we actually remembered everytime there was turmoil that something seriously great is waiting to happen. Something that's just right. Something that is beautiful. Do you think we'd be as depressed and weakened? Imagine if we could retrain our minds to let ourselves feel what we need to feel, but vocally remind ourselves that it too will pass and something unimaginably fitting will come along everytime. When I say everytime, I absolutely believe it.

It's Now Or Never

No matter where you are right now, no matter the circumstance or feelings. I want you to begin manifesting greater focus and energy on the things you have been putting on the back burner for too long. Each morning, I want to challenge you to set little goals for yourself. I want you to write down affirmations and gratitudes, pin them in a place you will always see before you start your day. I want us together, to start looking ahead for those promising good moments. In order to truly have an accepting demeanor and mind, we need to filter our thoughts. What you think about, you bring about. Today is a new day and even If something happened 8 hours ago that switched your whole life upside down, it is important to try. Try to find one amazing thought that can carry you through the day, tomorrow try to find 2. The next day,3. Each day the habit will grow, and as I know it in my bones, life will begin to glow brighter, feel lighter, and I know you'll be smiling frequently. You will notice how the weight on your chest shifts, how it becomes a little giddy feeling in your heart. A desire for life, a new found love for everything around you. -- I've been absent my dear reader, but my soul has not changed. I continue to surprise myself, with the forgiveness and willingness I always dig up within myself to keep going. Join me as I am unravelling something completely old and new all in one. I want you to feel the fire I'm feeling in my heart, a fire to kick life's ass and flourish into an updated and passion fueled human.

Until next time you beautiful soul,

XoxoSunshineDealer

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